Anyway...I will start doing weekly blog posts. So here is one!
What's one thing you dislike about yourself?
Mine is my lack of patience. It sucks.
You get a good idea for an art project. Pffffft, good luck sticking with it.
You're going to do all your AP homework tonight. Pffffft, good luck with sitting still, reading, and taking notes for the next few hours.
This is my life. I have no patience and I "blame" it on my mother. When I was younger, my mother used to take me to her college with her because she was studying to be an acupuncturist/oriental medicine practitioner. I know, big words.
Either way, a good portion of my childhood (that I remember) consisted of me being a quiet child and sitting in a room for a period somewhere around eighteen hours (yes, my childhood weekends were just lovely) and doing anything from drawing, reading, to even writing my own songs, poems, and stories. Maybe this also explains why I am socially awkward…
Sometimes my mom's professors would have me take my mom's test, which actually resulted in me passing my mom's tests with flying colors and even getting better grades than her. You know in kindergarden, when the teacher told you if you don't understand something, go back and read it until it makes sense. I stuck to the rule and that's how I passed!!! I was a genius as a child! MUHAHAHAHA!!! Then society conformed me…
Either way, when you have to sit in a room for eighteen hours and not allowed to make to much noise, that requires ALL patience. Thus my theory as to why I have such bad patience as a teen.
Don't get me wrong, there was one, half-hour or so long, break. My mom's classmates, who were generally adults from their mid-twenties to somewhere in their fifties used to take me outside and some would play with me while others would have a good smoke. I even think one guy lost a bouncy ball I had, and I swear if I ever went back to that acupuncture school, I could find it if I spent the time looking for it.
Usually now, if I'm impatient, I bounce my leg, tap my fingers, dance a bit, or even start singing. I won't say I'm bad or anything, because a lot of people have said different things.
Usually my singing consists of the Korean band, SHINee's songs, Korean and Japanese because they sound beautiful either way.
I especially enjoy Minho oppa's raps, for almost no other reason than they are fun to sing...and the fact that I'm a little more Minho-biased...but I do love all the rest equally. :D Onew condition, Taemin's boyish charm, Key's fear if heights, and Jonghyun's...well, he's Jonghyun...more like Bling Bling Jonghyun...
Either way, they're probably my favorite band right now. A lot of people think I'm crazy for listening to foreign music or say it's stupid because I can't understand what they are saying. Um, excuse me, I know a good share if Korean and Japanese. I have also taken two years of Chinese. Please, I'm a freaking genius...at least I was.
Everybody that I hang out with annoys me...I know this is probably a horrible thing to say, but this is proof that I have little patience. The fact that they will never explain anything to me when I ask what they just said is irritating! Especially because I'm deaf in my left ear and that tends to be the side they like to sit on. Another reason my patience is horrible. I hate having to wait for an answer.
Even thought I love art, I have a hard time drawing something I don't love, which you tend to do a lot of in an art class. Which is seriously wrong.
I should tell you, I'm wearing size eleven shoes and I'm usually a nine and a half through ten in shoe size. Why am I doing this you may ask? Because these shoes are...BATMAN CONVERSE!!! Two of my favorite things in the whole freaking wide world!!!!!!!!! Nananananananananananana BATMAN!!!!! My older brothers love Batman...my brothers are really the reason I have to many interests...another reason for impatience.
But seriously, I could not pass these shoes up. They were just too perfect! And now I have something to make my brothers jealous of me.
Everybody is comparing schedules. Is it really a surprise anyone doesn't want to see my schedule? I must be such a prize. XD
I couldn't resist that XD. I HAD TO DO IT!!! That's my signature of sarcasm!!!! At least, most of the time. But I'm trying to remain positive even though I'm kind of all alone when it comes to friends. Which is about the most difficult thing I've ever done. Wish me luck! Especially with my patience issue.
Alright lovelies, get back to your lives! Change the world!
Peace out!
