Friday, December 13, 2013
This poor blog
It's been completely abandoned due to the incredible amounts of fangirling and schoolwork that has come to possess my life and I apologize. I also joined drama, which is amazing, but is eating up so much of my time. I've already made some great friends and I got invited to join the unofficial "poetry club" and if you want to know a secret, I'm basically a poetry nerd. That and I'm the only girl in the group thus far. I'm trying to get some friends to join so I'm not awkwardly writing emotional crap. So wish me luck in my endeavors and I wish you the best for now! Until next time, my dears. <3
Saturday, September 7, 2013
I JUST REALIZED...
I just made body peace.
You know, like, I've kind of accepted my insecurities about my body. Which, is BIG. For a girl.
I'm going to tell the story now, it's a bit weird, but you know, not scary.
I was literally just standing in my bathroom. I've had a rough day. Didn't get much sleep last night, I've been hungry for no reason all day and have not been able to satisfy this eating machine in my stomach. I babysat twins who hit their terrible three's for seven hours today and one wouldn't go down for her nap because of the thunderstorm so after I had run out in the middle of the storm to get the dogs, I basically held her in my arms trying to comfort her until her sister woke up and I realized, I was not getting a usual hour to eat and gain my energy back. Then I've come home and been doing homework and filling out my application for National Honors Society.
But I'm diverting from the topic. Anyway, after this stressful day, my hair is falling out of its braid, there's a bunch of curled friz (like the strands curl, yet they're frizzy), I need a shower by tomorrow morning, my acne has gotten out of hand, and I still have awkward tan lines from tennis. Overall, I look like I'm a bum.
So I was standing in front of the mirror for awhile, just looking over myself and kind of just said to myself, "You know what, you don't actually look that bad."
I probably don't look THAT bad, but it's bad.
Then I proceeded to do the thing where I turn so my side is facing the mirror.
I then straightened my shoulders and back and looked at my belly (without sucking it in because I was like, "you've gotta admit your real weight") and I literally thought, "Damn! You lost your tummy! You actually look thin!"
I'm not thin. XD I have at least an inch of fat and skin over my abs (and I do often use the quote, "I love my abs so much I keep a layer of fat over them to protect them."). I'm pretty sure tennis workouts have caused some of my pouchiness to go down and the fact I've been eating less wheat/glutton.
And the acne...well, I was looking past that, like it didn't matter.
And I'm pretty dang sure, I've just achieved body peace with myself. HOLY SHIZ.
Uh...yeah, that's kind of all I had to share.
IT'S A BIG MOMENT FOR ME OKAY DON'T JUDGE ME!!!! I FEEL ACCOMPLISHED.
Okay, love you guys! Bye!
XOXOX
You know, like, I've kind of accepted my insecurities about my body. Which, is BIG. For a girl.
I'm going to tell the story now, it's a bit weird, but you know, not scary.
I was literally just standing in my bathroom. I've had a rough day. Didn't get much sleep last night, I've been hungry for no reason all day and have not been able to satisfy this eating machine in my stomach. I babysat twins who hit their terrible three's for seven hours today and one wouldn't go down for her nap because of the thunderstorm so after I had run out in the middle of the storm to get the dogs, I basically held her in my arms trying to comfort her until her sister woke up and I realized, I was not getting a usual hour to eat and gain my energy back. Then I've come home and been doing homework and filling out my application for National Honors Society.
But I'm diverting from the topic. Anyway, after this stressful day, my hair is falling out of its braid, there's a bunch of curled friz (like the strands curl, yet they're frizzy), I need a shower by tomorrow morning, my acne has gotten out of hand, and I still have awkward tan lines from tennis. Overall, I look like I'm a bum.
So I was standing in front of the mirror for awhile, just looking over myself and kind of just said to myself, "You know what, you don't actually look that bad."
I probably don't look THAT bad, but it's bad.
Then I proceeded to do the thing where I turn so my side is facing the mirror.
I then straightened my shoulders and back and looked at my belly (without sucking it in because I was like, "you've gotta admit your real weight") and I literally thought, "Damn! You lost your tummy! You actually look thin!"
I'm not thin. XD I have at least an inch of fat and skin over my abs (and I do often use the quote, "I love my abs so much I keep a layer of fat over them to protect them."). I'm pretty sure tennis workouts have caused some of my pouchiness to go down and the fact I've been eating less wheat/glutton.
And the acne...well, I was looking past that, like it didn't matter.
And I'm pretty dang sure, I've just achieved body peace with myself. HOLY SHIZ.
Uh...yeah, that's kind of all I had to share.
IT'S A BIG MOMENT FOR ME OKAY DON'T JUDGE ME!!!! I FEEL ACCOMPLISHED.
Okay, love you guys! Bye!
XOXOX
Tuesday, June 11, 2013
Two Days of Exams...OVER!!!!
Not really, I'm still sitting in my last exam for day two. Class: Principles of Engineering (POE).
WE FINISHED OUR GROUP PRESENTATIONS. AND I GOT A B+!!!!!
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!
My first day of exams consisted of Chemistry (yeah, I failed), Health (she still hasn't put in shit), and Honors English which consisted of me withering on the ground in pain from eating too much, looking at other peoples projects, beating my friend James up, and having people be pissed at me because my project was WAY cool and I spent seven FREAKING hours painting it!!! I was up until one in the morning and had to get my mom to help!
Luckily she likes art so she wasn't complaining.
But my teacher wants to keep it and mount it to the wall so I assume that's a good thing (considering it's gigantic)!
And all my friends called the poem I wrote "Creepy". Thanks guys.
"It's a good kind of creepy!"
Yeah, mhm.
Then today I took my math exam and got a B+!!!!!!!! My numeric dyslexia did not completely fail me!!!!
Then there was Chinese 2 where I got an A- and I couldn't remember a few words. And I finished our family poster like two weeks before (it was due today) so I sat and snapchatted a friend in Connecticut and playing candy crush and texting a friend about what we were going to do for lunch.
We ended up getting a ride from her dad to The Chocolate Factory to get our lunch and then he drove us back to school where we ate in the library with another friend. That was so much better compared to the day before where we walked all the way there and back after eating (mind you I was wearing horrible flip flops and my feet are STILL in pain).
Then I'm in the class I'm in now.
So tomorrow I have my WHAP presentation (and hopefully pie) and then my gym exam (which is running the pacer...FAIL).
I have to go turn in this stupid school laptop soon.
Then go remind Dougie he needs to bring our class pie tomorrow.
Then go pick up my bin for the WAT trip along with the locker shelves (the only remaining items in my locker).
BYE MY LOVELIES!!!!
WE FINISHED OUR GROUP PRESENTATIONS. AND I GOT A B+!!!!!
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!
My first day of exams consisted of Chemistry (yeah, I failed), Health (she still hasn't put in shit), and Honors English which consisted of me withering on the ground in pain from eating too much, looking at other peoples projects, beating my friend James up, and having people be pissed at me because my project was WAY cool and I spent seven FREAKING hours painting it!!! I was up until one in the morning and had to get my mom to help!
Luckily she likes art so she wasn't complaining.
But my teacher wants to keep it and mount it to the wall so I assume that's a good thing (considering it's gigantic)!
And all my friends called the poem I wrote "Creepy". Thanks guys.
"It's a good kind of creepy!"
Yeah, mhm.
Then today I took my math exam and got a B+!!!!!!!! My numeric dyslexia did not completely fail me!!!!
Then there was Chinese 2 where I got an A- and I couldn't remember a few words. And I finished our family poster like two weeks before (it was due today) so I sat and snapchatted a friend in Connecticut and playing candy crush and texting a friend about what we were going to do for lunch.
We ended up getting a ride from her dad to The Chocolate Factory to get our lunch and then he drove us back to school where we ate in the library with another friend. That was so much better compared to the day before where we walked all the way there and back after eating (mind you I was wearing horrible flip flops and my feet are STILL in pain).
Then I'm in the class I'm in now.
So tomorrow I have my WHAP presentation (and hopefully pie) and then my gym exam (which is running the pacer...FAIL).
I have to go turn in this stupid school laptop soon.
Then go remind Dougie he needs to bring our class pie tomorrow.
Then go pick up my bin for the WAT trip along with the locker shelves (the only remaining items in my locker).
BYE MY LOVELIES!!!!
Wednesday, June 5, 2013
Wanna hear something funny??? hurhurhur
I'M STILL IN SCHOOL!!!!
This is another reason to dislike my school. XD Oh well.
Next week is final exam week!
First day: Chemistry-we get a huge problem we have to solve that involves everything we ever learned in chemistry, and then thirty question on CRS (College Readiness Skills). Health- I take a written portion and turn in my "Behavior Modification" plan (which is about 90% done) with sources. Then Honers English with a themed gallery walk (everybody chooses a theme, chooses poems around that theme and writes one and it's going to be cool). My idea for my theme is so amazing and our teacher said whoever has the coolest project (will be determined by vote) automatically gets a perfect grade. Yeah, if this project turns out as cool as I plan it to be, and I don't get picked, I might just have a heart palpitation. Seriously. XD
Second day: Algebra 2 (I think this is self-explanatory). Then we have Chinese 2-we have to write the pinyin and tone and meaning of the characters in English and then I think we're going to have a food party and be all sad because our teacher is leaving. :'( And finally there will be Principles of Engineering-we make a presentation on our ballistic/kinematic device we created for our final unit and that we got to shoot off today.
^^To explain the above statement, we went out by this place where you enter the auditorium but also connects to the cafeteria and my teacher had set up this "battlefield" where we used our catapults to hit cardboard ships. We dressed up as pirates (and the people at lunch found this EXTREMELY amusing) and were split into teams and tried to take down each others ships!
Third and final day of exams: Gym (pacer test baby!). Then AP World History where we give a 10-15 minute presentation on a time period we wish we could visit.
So if you can't tell, there's not so much studying as there are projects!!! I'm pretty grateful for this, but at the same time, I'm looking at all my assignments listed out in front of me and am just like, "Wtf do I do????"
Ah the dilemma's of a sophomore in high school!
I gave up. I'm listening to Lucifer (SHINee) and am writing my novel..
This is another reason to dislike my school. XD Oh well.
Next week is final exam week!
First day: Chemistry-we get a huge problem we have to solve that involves everything we ever learned in chemistry, and then thirty question on CRS (College Readiness Skills). Health- I take a written portion and turn in my "Behavior Modification" plan (which is about 90% done) with sources. Then Honers English with a themed gallery walk (everybody chooses a theme, chooses poems around that theme and writes one and it's going to be cool). My idea for my theme is so amazing and our teacher said whoever has the coolest project (will be determined by vote) automatically gets a perfect grade. Yeah, if this project turns out as cool as I plan it to be, and I don't get picked, I might just have a heart palpitation. Seriously. XD
Second day: Algebra 2 (I think this is self-explanatory). Then we have Chinese 2-we have to write the pinyin and tone and meaning of the characters in English and then I think we're going to have a food party and be all sad because our teacher is leaving. :'( And finally there will be Principles of Engineering-we make a presentation on our ballistic/kinematic device we created for our final unit and that we got to shoot off today.
^^To explain the above statement, we went out by this place where you enter the auditorium but also connects to the cafeteria and my teacher had set up this "battlefield" where we used our catapults to hit cardboard ships. We dressed up as pirates (and the people at lunch found this EXTREMELY amusing) and were split into teams and tried to take down each others ships!
Third and final day of exams: Gym (pacer test baby!). Then AP World History where we give a 10-15 minute presentation on a time period we wish we could visit.
So if you can't tell, there's not so much studying as there are projects!!! I'm pretty grateful for this, but at the same time, I'm looking at all my assignments listed out in front of me and am just like, "Wtf do I do????"
Ah the dilemma's of a sophomore in high school!
I gave up. I'm listening to Lucifer (SHINee) and am writing my novel..
Friday, May 24, 2013
Happy Fifth Anniversary SHINee!!!
Five years ago my favorite band in the entire world debuted.
They will likely never see this, but I still have to do it.
One year ago I was going through a rough patch. I felt like I was in a hole and I felt alone and it was scary. That year ago, I randomly found Ring Ding Dong. After that it went to Lucifer. Then Sherlock. And then it got to the point where I bought as many albums as possible, and it was the only thing I listened too. I became determined to learn the dances, the lyrics, and I became a fan of SHINee.
While I probably will never be the biggest fan I still love every guy in that group. Onew, Jonghyun, Key, Minho, and Taemin. They've each given me something different.
Onew inspired me to be a caring person, someone people could look up to, but he made me feel like my shyness wasn't a bad thing. He reminds me how to be grounded, he reminds me that trying hard always brings results.
Jonghyun inspired me to embrace the funkiness inside of me, to make me want to go to Japan even more, and to really appreciate those who love you and those places where some of the greatest memories are made.
Key inspired me to embrace my uniqueness in every way possible. While I'm still shy about how I dress and how I look, he also said, "My dream isn't to become the best, it's to become someone I'm not ashamed of."
Key, I'm trying to live by that quote and be someone I'm not ashamed of. :) Honestly, you've taught me a lot about myself. Thank you.
Taemin inspired me to go skydiving even more. He's the baby of the band as I am the baby of my own family. His big jump to independence (or jumping out of the helicopter) inspires me to take risks in life, and he's the proof that those risks can be worth it-you are worth being able to grow.
Minho...inspired me to embrace the tomboy within. He inspired my artistic side even more. He made me like rap. XD Minho's competitive side is a lot like mine, and knowing that there are others like me out there really helps me not feel so outcasted when I get competitive. Because I'm embracing that competitiveness, I'm going for varsity on my tennis team this year-I'm giving everything I've got. I'm now more determined than ever to start making videos and embracing photography and developing my own style and showing it to the world. And I'm certainly trying to learn to rap Korean and I don't even know the language...but it's a fun challenge.
I'm sure there are other things they've inspired me to do (like write songs...) and the such that isn't coming to me right now, but I've had other bands I've loved too, but this particular band has something about them that is just peculiar. I think it's because their personalities are so diverse, they have concepts like honor and respect, and the way they incorporate multiple cultures into their videos really inspires me like no other band before.
So overall, this is really just me praising a band who helped me embrace things I was to scared or to shy to embrace before, all while keeping me a modest person. For that I'm eternally grateful.
SHINee FIGHTING!!!!
<3
They will likely never see this, but I still have to do it.
One year ago I was going through a rough patch. I felt like I was in a hole and I felt alone and it was scary. That year ago, I randomly found Ring Ding Dong. After that it went to Lucifer. Then Sherlock. And then it got to the point where I bought as many albums as possible, and it was the only thing I listened too. I became determined to learn the dances, the lyrics, and I became a fan of SHINee.
While I probably will never be the biggest fan I still love every guy in that group. Onew, Jonghyun, Key, Minho, and Taemin. They've each given me something different.
Onew inspired me to be a caring person, someone people could look up to, but he made me feel like my shyness wasn't a bad thing. He reminds me how to be grounded, he reminds me that trying hard always brings results.
Jonghyun inspired me to embrace the funkiness inside of me, to make me want to go to Japan even more, and to really appreciate those who love you and those places where some of the greatest memories are made.
Key inspired me to embrace my uniqueness in every way possible. While I'm still shy about how I dress and how I look, he also said, "My dream isn't to become the best, it's to become someone I'm not ashamed of."
Key, I'm trying to live by that quote and be someone I'm not ashamed of. :) Honestly, you've taught me a lot about myself. Thank you.
Taemin inspired me to go skydiving even more. He's the baby of the band as I am the baby of my own family. His big jump to independence (or jumping out of the helicopter) inspires me to take risks in life, and he's the proof that those risks can be worth it-you are worth being able to grow.
Minho...inspired me to embrace the tomboy within. He inspired my artistic side even more. He made me like rap. XD Minho's competitive side is a lot like mine, and knowing that there are others like me out there really helps me not feel so outcasted when I get competitive. Because I'm embracing that competitiveness, I'm going for varsity on my tennis team this year-I'm giving everything I've got. I'm now more determined than ever to start making videos and embracing photography and developing my own style and showing it to the world. And I'm certainly trying to learn to rap Korean and I don't even know the language...but it's a fun challenge.
I'm sure there are other things they've inspired me to do (like write songs...) and the such that isn't coming to me right now, but I've had other bands I've loved too, but this particular band has something about them that is just peculiar. I think it's because their personalities are so diverse, they have concepts like honor and respect, and the way they incorporate multiple cultures into their videos really inspires me like no other band before.
So overall, this is really just me praising a band who helped me embrace things I was to scared or to shy to embrace before, all while keeping me a modest person. For that I'm eternally grateful.
SHINee FIGHTING!!!!
<3
Friday, May 17, 2013
WHAP IS OVER!!!!
I took the exam yesterday and it is now over with! I think I did pretty good on the multiple choice, no idea on the essays (the topics sucked-they weren't fun at all, like the others).
And it's the day after and I've lost my voice over the course of one night. All because of a stupid sore throat that appeared out of no where. It's probably just allergies from having to much wheat and dairy at the same time. *cough cough* Our school's disgusting mac and cheese.
See, I'm bound to forget something important on a day like a big exam/test, and yesterday it was this AMAZING lunch I had prepared, and I forgot it so I had to buy crappy school lunch. I barely ate anything because I can't seem to stomach certain foods ever since we found worms in the school's corn and then heard "That's normal," from the lunch ladies.
Yeah, I really can't stomach things like that.
I really want my mom to do acupuncture so my sore throat will go away.
I don't know how I'm going to do anything today in class. If I'm supposed to answer anything I will have to type it because I can't talk one bit. I can't even hear myself if I try.
I'm just going to continue listening to SHINee's Evil, my new jam. Don't ask me, the lyrics are kind of just amazing to me.
And it's the day after and I've lost my voice over the course of one night. All because of a stupid sore throat that appeared out of no where. It's probably just allergies from having to much wheat and dairy at the same time. *cough cough* Our school's disgusting mac and cheese.
See, I'm bound to forget something important on a day like a big exam/test, and yesterday it was this AMAZING lunch I had prepared, and I forgot it so I had to buy crappy school lunch. I barely ate anything because I can't seem to stomach certain foods ever since we found worms in the school's corn and then heard "That's normal," from the lunch ladies.
Yeah, I really can't stomach things like that.
I really want my mom to do acupuncture so my sore throat will go away.
I don't know how I'm going to do anything today in class. If I'm supposed to answer anything I will have to type it because I can't talk one bit. I can't even hear myself if I try.
I'm just going to continue listening to SHINee's Evil, my new jam. Don't ask me, the lyrics are kind of just amazing to me.
A sticky night with black fog, a dark night where you can’t see anything
I hold onto the thing that touches my hand
But it tightens its weight on me, that crazy existence
I hold onto the thing that touches my hand
But it tightens its weight on me, that crazy existence
(I’m out of my mind)
I breathe it in from right underneath my chin (breathe it in)
My heart srunches up at the tip of my hand (my heart)
My heart srunches up at the tip of my hand (my heart)
It comes to me like a poisonous snake and silently bites me
It comes to me like a poisonous snake and silently bites me
It comes to me like a poisonous snake and silently bites me
It bites me, swallows me, melts me, spits me out and tortures me again
Evil, Evil, like a criminal in my mind
Evil, Evil, as if the terminator came
Evil, will I be able to endure this night?
Evil, Evil, a dream that is too cruel is born
Evil, Evil, as if the terminator came
Evil, will I be able to endure this night?
Evil, Evil, a dream that is too cruel is born
My cold sweat quickly brings out the goosebumps (goosebumps)
My dried lips are cracked even more (cracked)
My dried lips are cracked even more (cracked)
Just open your eyes, pay attention, it’s dangerous
Just open your eyes, pay attention, it’s dangerous
Just open your eyes, pay attention, it’s dangerous
Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!
Oh, it’s already spread inside of me, in my blood
Oh, it’s already spread inside of me, in my blood
It bites me, swallows me, melts me, spits me out and tortures me again
Evil, Evil, like a criminal in my mind
Evil, Evil, as if the terminator came
Evil, will I be able to endure this night?
Evil, Evil, a dream that is too cruel is born
Evil, Evil, as if the terminator came
Evil, will I be able to endure this night?
Evil, Evil, a dream that is too cruel is born
A sticky night with black fog, a dark night where you can’t see anything
I hold onto the thing that touches my hand
But it tightens its weight on me, that crazy existence
I hold onto the thing that touches my hand
But it tightens its weight on me, that crazy existence
If there are no issues, then go away so I can’t see you
I won’t catch you
What you gonna do What you gonna
If there are no issues, then go away so I can’t see you
I won’t catch you even if I die
(If there are no issues, piss off
I won’t fall asleep even if I die)
I won’t catch you
What you gonna do What you gonna
If there are no issues, then go away so I can’t see you
I won’t catch you even if I die
(If there are no issues, piss off
I won’t fall asleep even if I die)
Take me out of here, take me out, take me out, take me out
Evil, Evil, like a criminal in my mind
Evil, Evil, as if the terminator came
Evil, will I be able to endure this night?
Evil, Evil, a dream that is too cruel is born
Evil, Evil, as if the terminator came
Evil, will I be able to endure this night?
Evil, Evil, a dream that is too cruel is born
A dream that is too cruel is born E-E-E-E-E-E-Evil
Evil, Evil, like a criminal in my mind
Evil, Evil, as if the terminator came
Evil, will I be able to endure this night?
Evil, Evil, a dream that is too cruel is born
Evil, Evil, as if the terminator came
Evil, will I be able to endure this night?
Evil, Evil, a dream that is too cruel is born
This nightmare tightens around me on this dark night
I can’t fall asleep
I can’t fall asleep
I like the fact I can match the beat of the music and the rhythm of the Korean lyrics to the English lyrics.
I even started making up a dance to this song. I've become obsessed.... Oh well!
Anybody have a copy of The Fault in Our Stars they'd be willing to let me borrow? Just curious 'cause I want to read it but I'm waiting for a call to see if I got a job.
I'll probably call them when my voice comes back because I already did the drug test Monday. I really want money. I decided I was going to put some money away for savings and then buy two or three SHINee shirts as a reward.
Our WHAP final exam is really cool! We have to write an analysis on a movie that can be foreign, but it can't be a big movie. And it has to be on a historical event and can't be rated R. Darn. XD
That and we have to pick a time period we want to go back to and...I think we have to recreate the scene but have to write a 10-15 page essay for one or maybe even both of the projects, but I could really care less, I've already got that planned out in my mind...lulz, EVIL lyrics!!!!
For English, our final exam consists of making a poster or something for a single word, with many different poems from many different poets on it. Not sure what the word is going to be yet because I have a lot of really cool ideas.
My mom got a book on Korean culture and it has the Korean alphabet and everything in there and I'm freaking out because apparently it's one of the easiest languages to learn in the world, only has twenty four letters, and most of the kids in Korea are completely fluent in it by the time they go to preschool.
Doesn't sound to bad. But that will be so nice not to have to look up the lyrics to SHINee songs and just know what they are! XD I'm so pathetic...or so obsessed....hmmmmm
Seriously, I worry about when I get my voice back. I'm NOT going to be able to not sing THAT SONG!!!!!!
^^ SHINee why are you destroying my life with your fantabulous music???!
HEY, I SNEEZED AND IT DIDN'T KILL MY THROAT!!!!!
That seems like a weird thing to be excited about, but when you can't even swallow your own saliva without pain, this is a big deal.
I don't know why, but our school library is showing off a book about Sarah Palin. Like, what the ACTUAL FUDGE???
I wonder if I can get my math teacher to listen to SHINee...'cause in the morning I get there early and he always asks me how I'm doing. I should just give him the earbud and my iphone and just walk away. XD It will be on lock, I'm not stupid. I've done this before. XD
Why SHINee, do you have sexy voices too???
Okay, I'm going to go before I just start talking to SHINee more than you guys.
Love you!
Bye!
Listen to Evil by SHINee....
Or SHINee in general...........
Saturday, May 11, 2013
Wtf did I just read???
Well I finished City of Bones.
WAT JUST HAPPENED???? DID ITUNES RIP ME OFF ON THIS BOOK???
Like what the hell I'm so confused.
HOW IS KISSING YOUR FREAKING BROTHER ROMANTIC????
HOOOOOW????
JUST EXPLAIN THIS TO ME.
I DON'T EVEN...
NO.
JUST...WHERE'S THE NEXT BOOK?
LIKE WAT THE HELL YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME!!!!!!!!
THEY'RE NOT SIBLINGS.
SOMETHING'S GOING ON.
IT'S A DREAM.
A SCARY ONE.
I CAN'T COMPREHEND ANYTHING...
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By the way, a friend found my SHINee story on Wattpad the other day and now she's having me add her into the story.
SO SHE'S ENCOURAGING MY SHINee FANFIC AND OBSESSION.
THIS IS WHY I LOVE HER.
AND I GET TO KEEP MY FAVORITE TO MYSELF BECAUSE SHE'S GOT RAVI.
I'M SERIOUSLY WORRIED ABOUT MY DESPERATE LOVE OVER THEM, PARTICULARLY -------
YEAH I'M NOT SAYING WHICH ONE.
JUST THAT HE'S GOT A BEAUTIFUL, ATTRACTIVE VOICE IN WHICH I LIKE TO RAP TOO.
THAT NARROWS IT DOWN TO TWO. YOU'RE WELCOME.
AND HE DOESN'T DYE HIS HAIR PINK.
I LOVE SHINee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I seriously need a life.
WAT JUST HAPPENED???? DID ITUNES RIP ME OFF ON THIS BOOK???
Like what the hell I'm so confused.
HOW IS KISSING YOUR FREAKING BROTHER ROMANTIC????
HOOOOOW????
JUST EXPLAIN THIS TO ME.
I DON'T EVEN...
NO.
JUST...WHERE'S THE NEXT BOOK?
LIKE WAT THE HELL YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME!!!!!!!!
THEY'RE NOT SIBLINGS.
SOMETHING'S GOING ON.
IT'S A DREAM.
A SCARY ONE.
I CAN'T COMPREHEND ANYTHING...
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By the way, a friend found my SHINee story on Wattpad the other day and now she's having me add her into the story.
SO SHE'S ENCOURAGING MY SHINee FANFIC AND OBSESSION.
THIS IS WHY I LOVE HER.
AND I GET TO KEEP MY FAVORITE TO MYSELF BECAUSE SHE'S GOT RAVI.
I'M SERIOUSLY WORRIED ABOUT MY DESPERATE LOVE OVER THEM, PARTICULARLY -------
YEAH I'M NOT SAYING WHICH ONE.
JUST THAT HE'S GOT A BEAUTIFUL, ATTRACTIVE VOICE IN WHICH I LIKE TO RAP TOO.
THAT NARROWS IT DOWN TO TWO. YOU'RE WELCOME.
AND HE DOESN'T DYE HIS HAIR PINK.
I LOVE SHINee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I seriously need a life.
Friday, May 10, 2013
All the things I've seen...
I've never seen something as beautiful as this. I sure hope to one day. I've never seen a coin bring together people of all different nationalities to enjoy a classic piece.
http://www.wimp.com/bestcoin/
^One of the best things I've ever seen in my life. It really makes me question how much joy you can bring to so many people through something so simple. With music.
I've been studying for my first AP test which comes up in SIX days. But I'm too stressed out at the moment and came to enjoy my music and update my (inactive) blog. I don't really mind the time, we all need things to do to destress and right now blogging seems like a preferable option.
I'm aiming for a five on this AP exam. Yes, ladies and gentlemen, a FIVE...the HIGHEST score you can get on this thing. Even if it means memorizing rubrics and ten thousand years of history.
So I got excepted to go on a biking/canoeing/camping trip the week after school gets out and I absolutely can not wait for it to come!!! I've already gone on two practice rides this week and will take two next week even though one is two days before the exam and one the afternoon AFTER the exam. Hey, I'm going to need some way to defuse the stress.
Off of AP World History and to after---> I plan to accomplish...like, TEN things I couldn't do because my AP course load was weighing down on me. Like learn to dance to a bunch of SHINee songs, write my book (maybe even finish), take the summer to take driver's ed (yes I'm a late bloomer ladies and gentlemen), work my butt to get to varsity in tennis, and work a part time job.
That's right, I applied for an actual job! I just have to get drug tested but that's pointless, but if it means getting the job I am willing to let an unknown person stick a needle in my arm and draw blood. I really need to ask my mom to get some candy for me because I get dizzy easily after having my blood taken out of me and sugar helps calm me down at times like those. The second time I had to get a physical for sports the lady was so nice and my mom talked me through it just asking about my favorite band at the time and it was quickly over with (but I'd be a liar if I said I didn't cry because I'm easily freaked out by needles). Last time I got a physical and they did it the only reason I cried was because they missed my vein and it reaaaaaaally hurt. So I pray that doesn't happen this time because I don't want a bruise for a month again.
I'm going to stop talking about needles before I feel sick to my stomach.
HAMLET.
Ladies and gentlemen this has become my new Shakespearean muse. All the horrible jokes in that play. AND THEN THERE'S THE MOVIE WITH MEL GIBSON.
JUST LET ME ROLL ON THE FLOOR LAUGHING MY BUTT OFF FOR A GOOD TWO HOURS. WHILE MY ENGLISH TEACHER DOES HER MODERN GHETTO COMMENTARY IN THE BACKGROUND.
Let's recount some things we noticed by watching the movie:
1. Mel Gibson likes to hold his sword by the blade and not the handle. HOW HAS HE NOT GOTTEN CUT YET???
2. Mel Gibson/Hamlet has anger issues. Ex. 1: Banging his sword against stones so sparks fly (this led to us wondering how everyone in the court below did not hear him but then stating that Claudius heard him because he looked up and laughed. Claudius knooooooows.) Ex. 2: Queen Gertrude slaps Hamlet and all he does is start to roar or something. Ri-dic-u-lous.
Here's Hamlet's roar moment: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a38HZFbhB-M
3. Hamlet's not good with romance. Ex: He kisses Ophelia, looks at her and then simply says, "Farewell."
4. Mel Gibson has way to many funny/creepy faces. Ex: http://ed101.bu.edu/StudentDoc/Archives/ED101sp06/sschafer/gibson%20hamlet.jpg
5. There's....awkward moments between Hamlet and his mother....awkward putting it lightly....
6. I'm done with Hamlet. XD It's just a joke now. XD
SHINee is my other muse and I've become and official stalker and fangirl. I stalk Key's instagram and all I'm writing right now is fanfics.
I got a fortune cookie the other day that said, "The object of your desire comes closer." My response to this was, "HOLY SHIT! SHINee IS COMING TO WISCONSIN????"
^^ Yeah, that's a totally normal thing to say during Chinese class.
My puppy is staring at me with an angry look. I'm going to go play with her now so I don't burst into flames at a random moment.
Peace out guys!!!! <3
http://www.wimp.com/bestcoin/
^One of the best things I've ever seen in my life. It really makes me question how much joy you can bring to so many people through something so simple. With music.
I've been studying for my first AP test which comes up in SIX days. But I'm too stressed out at the moment and came to enjoy my music and update my (inactive) blog. I don't really mind the time, we all need things to do to destress and right now blogging seems like a preferable option.
I'm aiming for a five on this AP exam. Yes, ladies and gentlemen, a FIVE...the HIGHEST score you can get on this thing. Even if it means memorizing rubrics and ten thousand years of history.
So I got excepted to go on a biking/canoeing/camping trip the week after school gets out and I absolutely can not wait for it to come!!! I've already gone on two practice rides this week and will take two next week even though one is two days before the exam and one the afternoon AFTER the exam. Hey, I'm going to need some way to defuse the stress.
Off of AP World History and to after---> I plan to accomplish...like, TEN things I couldn't do because my AP course load was weighing down on me. Like learn to dance to a bunch of SHINee songs, write my book (maybe even finish), take the summer to take driver's ed (yes I'm a late bloomer ladies and gentlemen), work my butt to get to varsity in tennis, and work a part time job.
That's right, I applied for an actual job! I just have to get drug tested but that's pointless, but if it means getting the job I am willing to let an unknown person stick a needle in my arm and draw blood. I really need to ask my mom to get some candy for me because I get dizzy easily after having my blood taken out of me and sugar helps calm me down at times like those. The second time I had to get a physical for sports the lady was so nice and my mom talked me through it just asking about my favorite band at the time and it was quickly over with (but I'd be a liar if I said I didn't cry because I'm easily freaked out by needles). Last time I got a physical and they did it the only reason I cried was because they missed my vein and it reaaaaaaally hurt. So I pray that doesn't happen this time because I don't want a bruise for a month again.
I'm going to stop talking about needles before I feel sick to my stomach.
HAMLET.
Ladies and gentlemen this has become my new Shakespearean muse. All the horrible jokes in that play. AND THEN THERE'S THE MOVIE WITH MEL GIBSON.
JUST LET ME ROLL ON THE FLOOR LAUGHING MY BUTT OFF FOR A GOOD TWO HOURS. WHILE MY ENGLISH TEACHER DOES HER MODERN GHETTO COMMENTARY IN THE BACKGROUND.
Let's recount some things we noticed by watching the movie:
1. Mel Gibson likes to hold his sword by the blade and not the handle. HOW HAS HE NOT GOTTEN CUT YET???
2. Mel Gibson/Hamlet has anger issues. Ex. 1: Banging his sword against stones so sparks fly (this led to us wondering how everyone in the court below did not hear him but then stating that Claudius heard him because he looked up and laughed. Claudius knooooooows.) Ex. 2: Queen Gertrude slaps Hamlet and all he does is start to roar or something. Ri-dic-u-lous.
Here's Hamlet's roar moment: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a38HZFbhB-M
3. Hamlet's not good with romance. Ex: He kisses Ophelia, looks at her and then simply says, "Farewell."
4. Mel Gibson has way to many funny/creepy faces. Ex: http://ed101.bu.edu/StudentDoc/Archives/ED101sp06/sschafer/gibson%20hamlet.jpg
5. There's....awkward moments between Hamlet and his mother....awkward putting it lightly....
6. I'm done with Hamlet. XD It's just a joke now. XD
SHINee is my other muse and I've become and official stalker and fangirl. I stalk Key's instagram and all I'm writing right now is fanfics.
I got a fortune cookie the other day that said, "The object of your desire comes closer." My response to this was, "HOLY SHIT! SHINee IS COMING TO WISCONSIN????"
^^ Yeah, that's a totally normal thing to say during Chinese class.
My puppy is staring at me with an angry look. I'm going to go play with her now so I don't burst into flames at a random moment.
Peace out guys!!!! <3
Saturday, February 9, 2013
Here's Something to Occupy Your Time
I babysat twins since eight this morning until the afternoon, and well, I'm to tired to truly do a blog post so...WATCH THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Because this is what guys with big egos at my school do.
It's funny yet scary.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1UTaSeFWRO4
GAAAAAAAH THE ADORABLENESS!!!!!
Because this is what guys with big egos at my school do.
It's funny yet scary.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1UTaSeFWRO4
Friday, January 18, 2013
I'm going to start blogging again!!!
Because I forgot how fun it was and I need to become famous so when I publish my book I have people who will actually buy it!!!! XD
Anyway...I will start doing weekly blog posts. So here is one!
Anyway...I will start doing weekly blog posts. So here is one!
What's one thing you dislike about yourself?
Mine is my lack of patience. It sucks.
You get a good idea for an art project. Pffffft, good luck sticking with it.
You're going to do all your AP homework tonight. Pffffft, good luck with sitting still, reading, and taking notes for the next few hours.
This is my life. I have no patience and I "blame" it on my mother. When I was younger, my mother used to take me to her college with her because she was studying to be an acupuncturist/oriental medicine practitioner. I know, big words.
Either way, a good portion of my childhood (that I remember) consisted of me being a quiet child and sitting in a room for a period somewhere around eighteen hours (yes, my childhood weekends were just lovely) and doing anything from drawing, reading, to even writing my own songs, poems, and stories. Maybe this also explains why I am socially awkward…
Sometimes my mom's professors would have me take my mom's test, which actually resulted in me passing my mom's tests with flying colors and even getting better grades than her. You know in kindergarden, when the teacher told you if you don't understand something, go back and read it until it makes sense. I stuck to the rule and that's how I passed!!! I was a genius as a child! MUHAHAHAHA!!! Then society conformed me…
Either way, when you have to sit in a room for eighteen hours and not allowed to make to much noise, that requires ALL patience. Thus my theory as to why I have such bad patience as a teen.
Don't get me wrong, there was one, half-hour or so long, break. My mom's classmates, who were generally adults from their mid-twenties to somewhere in their fifties used to take me outside and some would play with me while others would have a good smoke. I even think one guy lost a bouncy ball I had, and I swear if I ever went back to that acupuncture school, I could find it if I spent the time looking for it.
Usually now, if I'm impatient, I bounce my leg, tap my fingers, dance a bit, or even start singing. I won't say I'm bad or anything, because a lot of people have said different things.
Usually my singing consists of the Korean band, SHINee's songs, Korean and Japanese because they sound beautiful either way.
I especially enjoy Minho oppa's raps, for almost no other reason than they are fun to sing...and the fact that I'm a little more Minho-biased...but I do love all the rest equally. :D Onew condition, Taemin's boyish charm, Key's fear if heights, and Jonghyun's...well, he's Jonghyun...more like Bling Bling Jonghyun...
Either way, they're probably my favorite band right now. A lot of people think I'm crazy for listening to foreign music or say it's stupid because I can't understand what they are saying. Um, excuse me, I know a good share if Korean and Japanese. I have also taken two years of Chinese. Please, I'm a freaking genius...at least I was.
Everybody that I hang out with annoys me...I know this is probably a horrible thing to say, but this is proof that I have little patience. The fact that they will never explain anything to me when I ask what they just said is irritating! Especially because I'm deaf in my left ear and that tends to be the side they like to sit on. Another reason my patience is horrible. I hate having to wait for an answer.
Even thought I love art, I have a hard time drawing something I don't love, which you tend to do a lot of in an art class. Which is seriously wrong.
I should tell you, I'm wearing size eleven shoes and I'm usually a nine and a half through ten in shoe size. Why am I doing this you may ask? Because these shoes are...BATMAN CONVERSE!!! Two of my favorite things in the whole freaking wide world!!!!!!!!! Nananananananananananana BATMAN!!!!! My older brothers love Batman...my brothers are really the reason I have to many interests...another reason for impatience.
But seriously, I could not pass these shoes up. They were just too perfect! And now I have something to make my brothers jealous of me.
Everybody is comparing schedules. Is it really a surprise anyone doesn't want to see my schedule? I must be such a prize. XD
I couldn't resist that XD. I HAD TO DO IT!!! That's my signature of sarcasm!!!! At least, most of the time. But I'm trying to remain positive even though I'm kind of all alone when it comes to friends. Which is about the most difficult thing I've ever done. Wish me luck! Especially with my patience issue.
Alright lovelies, get back to your lives! Change the world!
Peace out!
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